weighing...

I am single.  I am learning the perils of public honesty.  I have decided that I am happy being honest and am fully aware that there are consequences to honesty.  I attempt to not hurt anyone, but there is nothing in my journal I wouldn't tell you.  I might have to take a while to choke it out, but I would say it.  What I say could be more raw but some degree of temperance is good.  The primary reason for telling the truth is that you don't have to remember anything.  Liars have to track lies, remember who they told what to.  Liars are still loved, but truth-sayers are much more trusted... and trust is important to love. And love is the way.

What I am weighing this morning is two women.  One I know cares for me.  The other I will meet this afternoon.

One said that if I tangle with the other, she will be off limits forevermore. Hmmm.

Well, to be honest, neither of them are "the one."  I think I may have let "the one" dump me last November.  But how do I know I don't have two "ones?"

Sex with the second woman in question would be wild and dangerous.  Sex with the first could be really great.  If her hug is any indication what the full-tilt boogie is all about... look out!  Yes I have already "known her," but there is more we could do.

I am going to "go with the flow" today and try to keep my head firmly attached....

The consequences of dealing with bi-sexuals resound in my head.  The second woman said she has not been with a woman... not all the way, at least.  She said she was with a man a week ago.  My friend the Bear says never let them see your twinkie on the first date.  I think that is fabulous advice.